Hello friends,
This summer, my mind has followed forking paths aplenty. My ideas are half-baked and mostly forgotten. This is the season of sunshine and bee-watching, the time of year when one tends to live in the moment, not in the mind.
This week I’ll know more about my brain. I think I’ve passed the point of anxiety (what if they tell me I’m normal?) and moved on to excitement and curiosity: what is there to know about my very own noggin? If you missed it, earlier this year I wrote about identifying with almost every hallmark symptom of ADHD, and since then I’ve been working with a clinic through a rigorous and extraordinarily thorough testing process which wraps up in the coming days. There’s no way I’m exiting the week without learning something about myself.
I’ll say, after four months of intensive learning about ADHD and testing for it, I’m really tired of thinking about it. I’m ready to stretch into creative research and drawing and story and on a more basic level, to remember literally anything. I’m done with 600-question tests. I’m done panic-sweating, trying to do math in my head (skip, skip, pass, skip). I’m done wondering.
So, I write to you holding my breath a little. What will the week bring and how will it change my life? Change my work?
Tune in next time.
With love,
Sara